31 March 2015

I'm finding it hard.

I'm finding it hard.
I'm finding it hard to be happy with my body.
My totally normal,in proportion body that I often get compliments on.

I'm finding it hard to settle my mind on what my ideal body is. 
One minute my dream is jutting hip bones and tiny thighs,the next I want a sexier body,a less boyish frame and at least a C cup bra size.

I stare at perfect girls on instagram every. single. day. but I don't want to go to the gym 5 times a week,I want to eat melted chocolate and watch movies. This contradiction torments me. I promise myself I'll do more,I'll work harder,I count down the days to my holiday where I'll see myself in a bikini and regret every sit up that I didn't do. 

Sometimes I think i'm being ridiculous,I know i'm being ridiculous,but something that consumes so much of my thoughts cant possibly be nothing. 
The instagram ideal,the girls my friends and I stare at,the girls a lot of you stare at-those perfect girls that make you never want to eat again. You want to be them,but then you see a post on facebook about how curvy girls are better in bed and so much sexier than thin girls and you suddently don't know what you want to be anymore. 

I want to be okay with me,100% happy and content with me and my body & maybe i'll get there-
I'm just not there yet.

Photography by Kelly McAllister


28 March 2015

Cute stuff


Just some beaut pieces from my favorite online retailers!
Happy Saturday

15 March 2015

Nike city floral pack X Bella Malone

Shirt- H&M
Skirt- Pull & Bear
Nikes- Office

Happy Sunday!
I hope you've all had a great mothers day. I ate,drank and then slept-perfection.
These amazing nikes are hot off the press and are in selected Office stores including my own one in Belfast City. The pair i'm wearing today are the "Paris" edition and they are just so beautiful and eye catching. 
I got this circle skirt in Krakow in the Pull and Bear and I adore it,I love the feminine cut of it and how well it suits me. 
Belfast Fashionweek is coming up and I'm so excited to be bringing my mother and best friend along so they can enjoy the action with me,we all need to start planning our outfits!

Enjoy the week ahead (March already-Crazy!)



11 March 2015

Tried to keep you close to me,But life got in between

Dress- Zara
Duster coat- Primark
Heels- Office

Quick OOTD from today featuring this Zara dress that I got in Poland and I love it so much,I had no idea it even had the thigh cut out detail until I put it on to go out with the girls last week!
My GHD's broke on Monday night so i'm fighting my way through life until my new pair arrives so ignore my crazy hair today.
How amazing are these heels?! Obsessed with them & they make ones legs look amazing.

Have a great week and enjoy the sun while it lasts!



Summer essentials

Sandals- Office Shoes
Sunglasses- Topshop
Tangle Teezer - Boots


9 March 2015

Candy cane stripes // Zara

Shirt- zara
Jeans- Topshop
Boots- Office
Watch- Next
Sungasses- topshop

My last day in Krakow before travellig home!
I was looking for a shirt like this for a while and when I spotted it in Zara I couldn't resist it. 
I had an amazing trip,ate and drank way too much and spent basically every penny I had-so it was pretty successful if you ask me. 


7 March 2015

Insta inspo @aoifemalone



5 March 2015

The lady in red is dancing with me

Dress- Mango (sold out online)
Heels- zara

A simple outfit of the night for dinner & drinks in Krakow-
I just got home and I had an amazing few days with my mama bear,exploring the city and basically buying a whole new wardrobe. 
Nearly ran to the till when I saw that Zara had these heels in my size,i've been eyeing them up for weeks and they are my new faves.

Just before I left for Poland I was lucky enough to have Gold Fever hair extensions applied by Roelle in Newry. I can't describe how amazing they are and how much I love them,I seriously feel like a new woman. A full post and a video of the process will be live by the end of the week so watch out for it!

Happy Thursday-


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